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Friday, December 11, 2009

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 15:23:44 GMT

returned from a bad (in terms of the amount of work that has to be done) meeting after a bad (in terms of the disorganization) day at court to the office to find a whoa load of work dumped on me. exciting. exciting. the thing wtih doin something for which im over competent is so that i can take it easy, not do more than others

now if i get to choose my personality, i'll be the stop-for-nobody-&-nothing type, ready always to give whoever i talk to my full attention and the most sincere look, and to end the conversation with the most charming thank-you-for-making-my-day smile

yea

well, half the time im doin it, its natural. now im in the other half of my time, its natural too. you'll like me anyhow

happy good-corny-music season, peoples

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 13:48:26 GMT

why is red bull making the news? people are so fuggin stoopid, i hate people, i wanna kill all people

- angry day

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 15:46:39 GMT

whenever w, or any of the embedded americans for that matter, talks, its always like what the heck?

lets see, w played ball with the women's beach volleyball team, and talked about human rights and religious freedom. i mean c'mon, this from the leader of a nation that incarcerates more people than the rest of the world, and sends in the army to take out inbreeding cults in the cottages of the deep south

but hey, that generation of americans are known to proselytize, if they aint good at anything. being brought up in the greco-roman world, it wasnt until the past decade that i discovered how vast and deep civilizations truly are, and how much ive been missing. it was then that it felt like watching clumsy clowns playing tacky tricks when people from the west talk about how they are the world

and i remain so judgemental. perhaps still trying to grow out of the inhibitive world of my childhood, and become part of something noble, into which i was born

zen

Sun, 15 Jun 2008 17:15:04 GMT

Thursday, June 05, 2008

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 16:49:02 GMT

we played dodgeball in boarding school. it was the annual games night the friday before the garden fete. i was fortunate to have taken part once, it happened more than ten years ago but i remember vividly the life i had. i will not like any place more, and possibly any phase of my life more. the years boarding will be the most special, it will be the subject of conversation for as long as we live and get together

my formative years

well, some people are born formed, hard headed and unyielding, most often to one's own detriment. us sagittarians are so stubborn that our characters are born formed. our formative years, therefore, become those when we associate our social contacts, which to the sagittarian would mean strictly friends, with the best of times we have in our lives

brotherhood

the brotherhood is formed during my time in this most prestigious school. we back each other. however the real world treat us, there is spirit and fraternity among us bigger than the real world, more real than the real world. we back each other. no questions asked. no matter how beaten, one can take on the world in the midst of the brotherhood. no matter how solitary, we bask together in the glory of the success of one. no matter that the days of our playing together as a team is over and we singularly fight our own good fights, our lives are as intertwined as we are on our own, for we were born of the same tradition, the same prestige, the paragon of preeminence. alone in our own paths, we take on the world united

the real world

hating you shall be a game played with cool hands and slim fingers - gwendolyn bennett

Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Wed, 04 Jun 2008 13:35:40 GMT

its human nature for fear to increase as one's possessions increase. it doesnt take the american government to realize that the only way to maintain what one has is to make sure the have-nots will have no way to fight back. the oppressor always feel oppressed. the carefree, peace loving have-nots often get their butts kicked without knowing whats goin on. in this day and age, the one who tries to stay out of trouble is the magnet for trouble. the haves are trouble

have-nots exist only in the modern world. primitive people had close to no possessions but there were no have-nots. tribal people fight only when there is not enough food to feed more than one clan. fighting was primarily for survival. it wasnt only until the white people became the haves that violence happen for reasons other than survival

theres the stupid people in europe, but at least they are civilized. those on the opposite shore of the atlantic are the stupid and self-destructively powerful, being the only nation to have gone straight from barbarism to decadence withouth going through civiliazation (wilde). being in a non-white nation thats not an easy target for the uncivilized people, man, i should be writing more of these

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Thu, 15 May 2008 00:27:07 GMT

the price of life

recent surge of food prices have erased UN's famine fighting efforts in the past decade. but hey, it cant be helped, the first world needs all that corn to feed cows n make alcohol, so that obese dad can maintain his high protein prime steak diet, and oil price could ease off so that roadtrips and joyrides for the 16 year olds will be cheaper

so here it is. a slab of steak enough to feed one is worth about 50 third world lives. and the corn enthanol, without being able to learn over more than a decade to produce not at a net energy loss, the first world is still at it, even in this day and age when food is worth more than oil - in terms of lives

p.s. read about how the city of seville is powered entirely by the andalusian sun... ddi i get it right?

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 08:12:13 GMT

peoples, happy new year this is how happy mine was

yea, thanx chester

thank you, fish

enuf said

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 10:32:04 GMT

so i get a rare day off to spend at home, browsin in listenin to music all day, i decide to sign up on facebook coz the other night my sister showed me the ass kickin game n i had a great time w/ it. but facebook told me im ineligible. thats all it says. youre ineligible to sign up for facebook. heh

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 12:40:48 GMT